“Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think” Romans 12:2a (NLT)
I need God to transform me...to change the way I think...to renew my mind...
so I can be the light of the world...
kemanakah aku dapat pergi, menjauhiMu Tuhan...
Engkau tau kemana aku akan melangkah...
Engkaupun tau apa yang akan kupikirkan...
Engkau juga tau at the very this moment how I felt...
I shall praise You Lord, above everything...
I thank God for Your kindness and Your love upon me...
I need a clue...
Please God, help me...
I dont want to think the thing I need to get it out of my head...
I dont want to have those fear...
all I need to have is faith...
I need You, God...
always and forever...
to hold my hands,
to walk with me,
to yell at me when I do something wrong,
to hold me when I am at the bottom of the world...
so I know, that I always have You around me...
dont give up on me please...
because my life wont be worth it if I am not walking beside You...
thank You for all Your kindness...
Friday, September 7, 2007
Monday, September 3, 2007
letter from God
Anak-Ku...
Engkau mungkin tidak mengenal Aku,
tetapi Aku mengenal segala sesuatutentang dirimu...(Maz.139:1)
Aku tahu kalau engkau duduk atauberdiri ... (Maz.139:2)
Aku mengerti segala jalanmu ... (Maz. 139:3)
Setiap helai rambut kepalamu, terhitung semuanya ... (Mat. 10:29-31)
Karena engkau diciptakan dalam gambar dan rupa- Ku ... (Kej. 1:26-27)
Didalam-Ku engkau hidup, engkau bergerak dan engkau ada ... (Kis. 17:28)
Sebab engkau ini adalah keturunan-Ku ... (Kis.17:28)
Aku mengenal engkau sejak sebelum engkau ada dalam kandungan ...(Yeremia 1:4-5)
Aku memilih engkau dari semula sebelum Aku menciptakan segalanya ... (Ef. 1:4-5)
Engkau ada bukan karena suatu kesalahan,
karena hari-harimu ada tertulis dalam kitab-Ku ...(Maz. 139:15-16)
Aku telah menentukan waktu yang tepat untuk kelahiran dan di mana engkau akan hidup... (Kis.17:26)
Kejadianmu dahsyat dan ajaib ... (Kis. 139:14)
Karena Aku menenun engkau dalam kandungan ibumu ... (Maz. 139:13)
Dan mengeluarkan engkau pada hari engkau dilahirkan ... (Maz. 71:6)
Seringkali Aku tidak dipahami oleh mereka yang tidak mengenal Aku ...(Yoh. 8:41-44)
Aku tidak berada di tempat jauh dan murka,
tetapi Aku adalah kasih yang sempurna ... (1 Yoh. 4:16)
Dan adalah kerinduan-Kuuntuk mengaruniakan Kasih-Ku untukmu ... (1 Yoh. 3:1)
Semua itu karena engkau adalah anak-Ku dan Aku adalah Bapamu ... (1 Yoh. 3:1) Akumemberikan lebih dari yang dapat diberikan bapamu yang di dunia ...(Mat. 7:11)
Karena Akulah Bapamu di Surga yang adalah sempurna ... (Mat.5:48)
Setiap pemberian yang baik dan setiap anugerah yang sempurna engkau terima dari tangan-Ku...(Yak. 1:17)
Karena Akulah pemeliharamu,
dan Aku memberi semua yang engkau perlukan ... (Mat. 6:31-33)
Rancangan-Ku yang diberikan kepadamu adalah hari depan yang penuh harapan ... (Yer. 29:11)Karena Aku mengasihi engkau dengan Kasih yang kekal ... (Yer. 31:3)
Pikiran-Ku terhadap engkau tidak terhitung seperti pasir di tepi pantai ... (Maz. 139:17-18)
Dan Aku bergirang karena engkau dengan sukacita dan sorak-sorai ... (Zef. 3:17)
Aku tidak pernah berhenti berbuat baik kepadamu ... (Yer. 32:40)
Karena engkaulah harta kesayangan-Ku ... (Kel. 19:5)
Aku merindukan untuk mengokohkan engkau dengan segenap hati-Ku dan jiwa-Ku ... (Yer. 32:41)
Aku akan menunjukkan kepadamu hal-hal yang besar danyang ajaib ... (Yer. 33:3)
Jika engkau mencari Aku dengan segenap hatimu, engkau akan menemukan Aku ... (Ul. 4:29) Bergembiralah karena Aku, maka Aku akan memberikan kepadamu apa yangdiinginkan hatimu... (Maz. 37:4)
Karena Akulah yang mengerjakan didalammu kemauan itu ... (Fil. 2:13)
Aku dapat melakukan jauh lebih banyak dari pada yang engkau pikirkan ... (Ef. 3:20)
Karena Akulah yang menganugerahkan penghiburan abadi kepadamu ... (2 Tes. 2:16-17) Akulah juga Bapa yang menghiburmu dalam segala penderitaanmu ... (2 Kor. 1:3-4)
Ketika engkau patah hati, Aku berada dekat kepadamu ... (Maz. 34:19)
Seperti seorang gembala menggembalakan dombanya, Aku membawa engkau dekat ke hati-Ku... (Yes. 40:11)
Suatu hari Aku akan menghapus semua airmata dari matamu ... (Wah. 21:3-4)
Dan Aku akan mengangkat semua kesusahan yang engkau derita di atas bumi ... (Wah. 21:3-4)Akulah Bapamu, dan Aku mengasihi engkau seperti Aku mengasihi putra-Ku,Yesus ... (Yoh.17:23)
Karena di dalam Yesus, Kasih-Ku kepadamu dinyatakan ... (Yoh. 17:26)
Dialah gambar wujud dari keberadaan-Ku ...(Ibrani1:3)
Ia datang untuk menyatakan bahwa Aku di pihakmu, dan bukan untuk melawanmu ... (Roma 8:31)
Dan untuk memberitahumu bahwa aku tidak memperhitungkan pelanggaranmu ... (2 Kor. 5:18-19)
Yesus mati supaya engkau dan Aku dapat diperdamaikan ... (2 Kor. 5:18-19)
Kematian-Nya adalah pernyataan terbesar dari kasihKu untukmu ... (1 Yoh.4:10)
Aku menyerahkan semua yang Aku sayangi supaya Aku mendapat kasihmu ... (Roma 8:31-32) Jika engkau menerima anugrah Anak-Ku Yesus,engkau juga menerima Aku ... (1 Yoh. 2:23) Dan tidak lagi ada yang akan memisahkan engkau dari kasih-Ku ... (Roma 8:38-39)
Kembalilah dan Aku akan mengadakan pesta terbesar yang pernah ada di Surga ... (Lukas15:7) Selamanya Aku adalah Bapa, dan selamanya Aku tetaplah Bapa ...(Ef. 3:14-15)
PertanyaanKu adalah.....Maukah engkau menjadi Anak-ku? ... (Yoh.1:12-13)
Aku menanti-nanti untukmu ... (Luk. 15:11-32)
Kasih-Ku untukmu,Bapamu, Allah yang MahaKuasa.
Engkau mungkin tidak mengenal Aku,
tetapi Aku mengenal segala sesuatutentang dirimu...(Maz.139:1)
Aku tahu kalau engkau duduk atauberdiri ... (Maz.139:2)
Aku mengerti segala jalanmu ... (Maz. 139:3)
Setiap helai rambut kepalamu, terhitung semuanya ... (Mat. 10:29-31)
Karena engkau diciptakan dalam gambar dan rupa- Ku ... (Kej. 1:26-27)
Didalam-Ku engkau hidup, engkau bergerak dan engkau ada ... (Kis. 17:28)
Sebab engkau ini adalah keturunan-Ku ... (Kis.17:28)
Aku mengenal engkau sejak sebelum engkau ada dalam kandungan ...(Yeremia 1:4-5)
Aku memilih engkau dari semula sebelum Aku menciptakan segalanya ... (Ef. 1:4-5)
Engkau ada bukan karena suatu kesalahan,
karena hari-harimu ada tertulis dalam kitab-Ku ...(Maz. 139:15-16)
Aku telah menentukan waktu yang tepat untuk kelahiran dan di mana engkau akan hidup... (Kis.17:26)
Kejadianmu dahsyat dan ajaib ... (Kis. 139:14)
Karena Aku menenun engkau dalam kandungan ibumu ... (Maz. 139:13)
Dan mengeluarkan engkau pada hari engkau dilahirkan ... (Maz. 71:6)
Seringkali Aku tidak dipahami oleh mereka yang tidak mengenal Aku ...(Yoh. 8:41-44)
Aku tidak berada di tempat jauh dan murka,
tetapi Aku adalah kasih yang sempurna ... (1 Yoh. 4:16)
Dan adalah kerinduan-Kuuntuk mengaruniakan Kasih-Ku untukmu ... (1 Yoh. 3:1)
Semua itu karena engkau adalah anak-Ku dan Aku adalah Bapamu ... (1 Yoh. 3:1) Akumemberikan lebih dari yang dapat diberikan bapamu yang di dunia ...(Mat. 7:11)
Karena Akulah Bapamu di Surga yang adalah sempurna ... (Mat.5:48)
Setiap pemberian yang baik dan setiap anugerah yang sempurna engkau terima dari tangan-Ku...(Yak. 1:17)
Karena Akulah pemeliharamu,
dan Aku memberi semua yang engkau perlukan ... (Mat. 6:31-33)
Rancangan-Ku yang diberikan kepadamu adalah hari depan yang penuh harapan ... (Yer. 29:11)Karena Aku mengasihi engkau dengan Kasih yang kekal ... (Yer. 31:3)
Pikiran-Ku terhadap engkau tidak terhitung seperti pasir di tepi pantai ... (Maz. 139:17-18)
Dan Aku bergirang karena engkau dengan sukacita dan sorak-sorai ... (Zef. 3:17)
Aku tidak pernah berhenti berbuat baik kepadamu ... (Yer. 32:40)
Karena engkaulah harta kesayangan-Ku ... (Kel. 19:5)
Aku merindukan untuk mengokohkan engkau dengan segenap hati-Ku dan jiwa-Ku ... (Yer. 32:41)
Aku akan menunjukkan kepadamu hal-hal yang besar danyang ajaib ... (Yer. 33:3)
Jika engkau mencari Aku dengan segenap hatimu, engkau akan menemukan Aku ... (Ul. 4:29) Bergembiralah karena Aku, maka Aku akan memberikan kepadamu apa yangdiinginkan hatimu... (Maz. 37:4)
Karena Akulah yang mengerjakan didalammu kemauan itu ... (Fil. 2:13)
Aku dapat melakukan jauh lebih banyak dari pada yang engkau pikirkan ... (Ef. 3:20)
Karena Akulah yang menganugerahkan penghiburan abadi kepadamu ... (2 Tes. 2:16-17) Akulah juga Bapa yang menghiburmu dalam segala penderitaanmu ... (2 Kor. 1:3-4)
Ketika engkau patah hati, Aku berada dekat kepadamu ... (Maz. 34:19)
Seperti seorang gembala menggembalakan dombanya, Aku membawa engkau dekat ke hati-Ku... (Yes. 40:11)
Suatu hari Aku akan menghapus semua airmata dari matamu ... (Wah. 21:3-4)
Dan Aku akan mengangkat semua kesusahan yang engkau derita di atas bumi ... (Wah. 21:3-4)Akulah Bapamu, dan Aku mengasihi engkau seperti Aku mengasihi putra-Ku,Yesus ... (Yoh.17:23)
Karena di dalam Yesus, Kasih-Ku kepadamu dinyatakan ... (Yoh. 17:26)
Dialah gambar wujud dari keberadaan-Ku ...(Ibrani1:3)
Ia datang untuk menyatakan bahwa Aku di pihakmu, dan bukan untuk melawanmu ... (Roma 8:31)
Dan untuk memberitahumu bahwa aku tidak memperhitungkan pelanggaranmu ... (2 Kor. 5:18-19)
Yesus mati supaya engkau dan Aku dapat diperdamaikan ... (2 Kor. 5:18-19)
Kematian-Nya adalah pernyataan terbesar dari kasihKu untukmu ... (1 Yoh.4:10)
Aku menyerahkan semua yang Aku sayangi supaya Aku mendapat kasihmu ... (Roma 8:31-32) Jika engkau menerima anugrah Anak-Ku Yesus,engkau juga menerima Aku ... (1 Yoh. 2:23) Dan tidak lagi ada yang akan memisahkan engkau dari kasih-Ku ... (Roma 8:38-39)
Kembalilah dan Aku akan mengadakan pesta terbesar yang pernah ada di Surga ... (Lukas15:7) Selamanya Aku adalah Bapa, dan selamanya Aku tetaplah Bapa ...(Ef. 3:14-15)
PertanyaanKu adalah.....Maukah engkau menjadi Anak-ku? ... (Yoh.1:12-13)
Aku menanti-nanti untukmu ... (Luk. 15:11-32)
Kasih-Ku untukmu,Bapamu, Allah yang MahaKuasa.
Monday, June 25, 2007
my fear? my faith?
mau mulai darimana yah... bingung...
yang pasti i've been through tough days...
mungkin juga karena guwe mau 'dapet' yak... T__T
jadi lebih emosional, lebih cepet bete, lebih cepet negative thinking...
first of all,
being a daugther of His is really difficult, yet worthy...
kita terus dicobai, disiksa, dan dianiaya...
berbagai macam cara penganiayaan yang terjadi dihidupkuw...
ever heard that FEAR and FAITH have the same meaning?
well, menurut Ed Cole, kutipan dari kotbah minggu kemaren
FAITH is believing what you cannot see will come to pass
FEAR is believing what you cannot see will come to pass
is that making any sense out of you?
it is indeed...
Faith itu menarik hal yang positif...
sedangkan Fear, menarik hal yang negatif...
misal'a kita punya Faith kalo kita bisa selamat main bunge jumping, here you go, you'll jump and you'll save...
tapi kalo kita punya FEAR terhadap bunge jumping itu, pasti kita mikir aneh" kan, ah ntar putus tali'a, ah ntar kepala kita kebentur bawah karena tali'a ngga elastis, ah ntar kita sakit jantung...
jadi kalo dibawa ke my problems...
i dont know what fear that im dealing with right now...
whether im afraid losing few people in my life?
or i just know some personality beyond my expectation, and i just cant handle it?
heard a story that character human being is absolutely amazingly created...
some people pretending they are so naive that they sometimes blocking reality...
some people nevertheless having this neverending fear...
some people, happened to have psychological trauma in the past, create another character in their personality...
bingung kan, sama...
yang pasti i've been through tough days...
mungkin juga karena guwe mau 'dapet' yak... T__T
jadi lebih emosional, lebih cepet bete, lebih cepet negative thinking...
first of all,
being a daugther of His is really difficult, yet worthy...
kita terus dicobai, disiksa, dan dianiaya...
berbagai macam cara penganiayaan yang terjadi dihidupkuw...
ever heard that FEAR and FAITH have the same meaning?
well, menurut Ed Cole, kutipan dari kotbah minggu kemaren
FAITH is believing what you cannot see will come to pass
FEAR is believing what you cannot see will come to pass
is that making any sense out of you?
it is indeed...
Faith itu menarik hal yang positif...
sedangkan Fear, menarik hal yang negatif...
misal'a kita punya Faith kalo kita bisa selamat main bunge jumping, here you go, you'll jump and you'll save...
tapi kalo kita punya FEAR terhadap bunge jumping itu, pasti kita mikir aneh" kan, ah ntar putus tali'a, ah ntar kepala kita kebentur bawah karena tali'a ngga elastis, ah ntar kita sakit jantung...
jadi kalo dibawa ke my problems...
i dont know what fear that im dealing with right now...
whether im afraid losing few people in my life?
or i just know some personality beyond my expectation, and i just cant handle it?
heard a story that character human being is absolutely amazingly created...
some people pretending they are so naive that they sometimes blocking reality...
some people nevertheless having this neverending fear...
some people, happened to have psychological trauma in the past, create another character in their personality...
bingung kan, sama...
Monday, June 11, 2007
hmm
udah lewat beberapa hari sejak bulan May berlalu...
pikiran semakin banyak...
semakin aneh"...
betapa bersyukur'a kalo hidup guwe sampe detik ini masih berjalan bersama Dia...
bisa ngobrol sama Dia day and nite...and anytime i want...
kapan yah bisa lewatin pikiran" begini...
am tired...and i wanna be myself again...
selama 11 hari berjalan di bulan June...
rasa'a roh" jahat mulai mencoba merusak iman guwe...
mereka tau aja lagi kapan harus masuk dan mengerogoti pikiran" guwe...
kemaren itu baru aja tulis "count your own blessing" ke temen guwe...
tapi mana, sendiri'a kok jadi ngga counting my own...
sendiri'a malah ikut" ngompare...
bikin otak penuh aja kan...
yang enggak penting dipikirin...
yang penting ngga mau cepet dikelarin...
ayo donk, mana semangat lo yang mau hidup seperti nggak ada lagi hari esok...
pergunakan waktu sebaik"nya lah...
jangan ngulur" apa yang bisa dikerjakan sekarang juga...
jangan nambahin beban dipikiran yang ngga berguna...
buang" energi, buang" kapasitas memori ajah...
guwe rasa blocking part di memori udah mulai menipis sampe" ngga bisa sortir dengan benar...
berarti inti dari segala inti...
guwe kudu beli blocking baru dunk...
i know sih cape banged kalo hidup selalu penuh khawatir...
khawatir ini khawatir itu...
tapi sangking banyak'a itu khawatir" berkeliaran...
alhasil kan jadi banyak negative thinking...
ahhhh...lagi" neting mau mencoba menhajar blocking guwe yang udah tipis...
tenaga'a kuat juga...
harus buru" nih beli blocking baru...
T____T
pikiran semakin banyak...
semakin aneh"...
betapa bersyukur'a kalo hidup guwe sampe detik ini masih berjalan bersama Dia...
bisa ngobrol sama Dia day and nite...and anytime i want...
kapan yah bisa lewatin pikiran" begini...
am tired...and i wanna be myself again...
selama 11 hari berjalan di bulan June...
rasa'a roh" jahat mulai mencoba merusak iman guwe...
mereka tau aja lagi kapan harus masuk dan mengerogoti pikiran" guwe...
kemaren itu baru aja tulis "count your own blessing" ke temen guwe...
tapi mana, sendiri'a kok jadi ngga counting my own...
sendiri'a malah ikut" ngompare...
bikin otak penuh aja kan...
yang enggak penting dipikirin...
yang penting ngga mau cepet dikelarin...
ayo donk, mana semangat lo yang mau hidup seperti nggak ada lagi hari esok...
pergunakan waktu sebaik"nya lah...
jangan ngulur" apa yang bisa dikerjakan sekarang juga...
jangan nambahin beban dipikiran yang ngga berguna...
buang" energi, buang" kapasitas memori ajah...
guwe rasa blocking part di memori udah mulai menipis sampe" ngga bisa sortir dengan benar...
berarti inti dari segala inti...
guwe kudu beli blocking baru dunk...
i know sih cape banged kalo hidup selalu penuh khawatir...
khawatir ini khawatir itu...
tapi sangking banyak'a itu khawatir" berkeliaran...
alhasil kan jadi banyak negative thinking...
ahhhh...lagi" neting mau mencoba menhajar blocking guwe yang udah tipis...
tenaga'a kuat juga...
harus buru" nih beli blocking baru...
T____T
Thursday, May 31, 2007
eND of MAy oF 20o7~
hOW fASt tIME fLIes sOMEtimEs ScARes mE,,,
i mIght NOt kNOw wHEtHEr i HAve dOne gOod tHIngs gOod eNouGH,,,
untuk jadi pelita dan garam dunia memang tidak mudah,,,
semakin kita mendekatkan diri pada Tuhan,
semakin genjar pula pasukan penguasa kegelapan menyerbu kita,
dengan memberikan iming" yang dapat membutakan kita...
hanya dengan bisikan iblis, kita bisa aja jatuh kedalam dosa...
tapi justru disitu iman kita diuji, sampai seberapa kuat kita bisa bertempur...
layaknya film 300 yang sudah diputar di bioskop beberapa waktu lalu,
tanpa gentar mereka bertaruh melawan berpuluhribu pasukan demi negara mereka...
setan paling suka sama kelemahan kita...
dan paling mudah pula dia memakai kelemahan kita untuk membuat kita jatuh ke dalam dosa...
7 deadly sins contoh'a...
pride, envy, wrath/anger, greed, sloth, gluttony, and lust....
Pride: keinginan untuk lebih terlihat penting dan menarik daripada orang lain
Envy: kecemburuan akan hal yang diempunya oleh orang lain
Wrath/Anger: kemarahan yang tidak dapat dikontrol, selalu mencari pembalasan, dan tidak pernah mau mengakui kesalahan dirinya dengan menyertai berbagai macam alasan (self denial)
Greed: keinginan berlebih dalam hal material, rasa'a ini lebih kepada keinginan diluar batas kemampuan (sin of excess), atau bisa dikatakan tidak pernah puas akan apa yang dipunyai
Sloth: setelah melampaui beberapa arti kata, malah akhir'a masuk kepada kategori laziness yaitu kemalasan
Gluttony: overindulgence in any one thing yang bisa menyebabkan sia"
Lust: berhubungan dengan sexual desire
dari sini aja bisa kita perhatiin yang mana yang kira" kita ngga pernah satu hari enggak berbuat salah satu diantara 7 ituh?
di taun 26 ini...
pingin sih punya motivasi baru...
kalo liat kebelakang, hal apa yang udah aku gapai so far =]
mayan juga sih hehehehe...
1. always look at the bright side in every condition and situation...
2. always thank God for any single thing that happen, whether its good or bad...
3. try to get closer to God
dan yang perlu ditambah
- ngga mau judge orang (ini rada susah nih >_<)
- ngga mau keluh kesah
apalagi yah...
i mIght NOt kNOw wHEtHEr i HAve dOne gOod tHIngs gOod eNouGH,,,
untuk jadi pelita dan garam dunia memang tidak mudah,,,
semakin kita mendekatkan diri pada Tuhan,
semakin genjar pula pasukan penguasa kegelapan menyerbu kita,
dengan memberikan iming" yang dapat membutakan kita...
hanya dengan bisikan iblis, kita bisa aja jatuh kedalam dosa...
tapi justru disitu iman kita diuji, sampai seberapa kuat kita bisa bertempur...
layaknya film 300 yang sudah diputar di bioskop beberapa waktu lalu,
tanpa gentar mereka bertaruh melawan berpuluhribu pasukan demi negara mereka...
setan paling suka sama kelemahan kita...
dan paling mudah pula dia memakai kelemahan kita untuk membuat kita jatuh ke dalam dosa...
7 deadly sins contoh'a...
pride, envy, wrath/anger, greed, sloth, gluttony, and lust....
Pride: keinginan untuk lebih terlihat penting dan menarik daripada orang lain
Envy: kecemburuan akan hal yang diempunya oleh orang lain
Wrath/Anger: kemarahan yang tidak dapat dikontrol, selalu mencari pembalasan, dan tidak pernah mau mengakui kesalahan dirinya dengan menyertai berbagai macam alasan (self denial)
Greed: keinginan berlebih dalam hal material, rasa'a ini lebih kepada keinginan diluar batas kemampuan (sin of excess), atau bisa dikatakan tidak pernah puas akan apa yang dipunyai
Sloth: setelah melampaui beberapa arti kata, malah akhir'a masuk kepada kategori laziness yaitu kemalasan
Gluttony: overindulgence in any one thing yang bisa menyebabkan sia"
Lust: berhubungan dengan sexual desire
dari sini aja bisa kita perhatiin yang mana yang kira" kita ngga pernah satu hari enggak berbuat salah satu diantara 7 ituh?
di taun 26 ini...
pingin sih punya motivasi baru...
kalo liat kebelakang, hal apa yang udah aku gapai so far =]
mayan juga sih hehehehe...
1. always look at the bright side in every condition and situation...
2. always thank God for any single thing that happen, whether its good or bad...
3. try to get closer to God
dan yang perlu ditambah
- ngga mau judge orang (ini rada susah nih >_<)
- ngga mau keluh kesah
apalagi yah...
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
a new year of 150581
new year for me is 15 May, my date of birth...
new year = new resolution?
well...new year of me is something where at least i could promise myself to do better and better each day...many positive things are happening in my life...
simply start by coming back to where i belong...
since then, every single step i walk through has been nicely prepared by my creator...
the master of my life...
and i couldnt stop thank Him for letting me close to Him...
every detail of my life has been wonderfully planned, even the worse case that i had to feel like the insecurity, the envy, the stubborness, and maybe the seven deadly sin, would let me closer to Him...by keep asking for His guidance, keep talking to Him for what thing i should've done,what step i should've taken, what is His purpose for letting me feel one of the deadly sin...
nevertheless, God loves me so much that He gives me family, friends, who love me so much, especially my Andi...i really wondering what God was thinking when He created Andi...
he planned a surprise for my day..indeed never thought that i would have one for my day...
this surprise might be common thing for everyone...but for me, it was extraordinary...
he called out our close friends, and yet even my schoolmates...
he was out of reach yesterday due the surprise's preparation...and almost made me mad because i felt lonely and he couldn be reached by phone...
thank God for everything...
for being maturer is my choice...
and given another age is my destiny...
shall today become a step higher in God and in everything...
love Andi and all the invited crew who joined to give me a heart attack... ^-^
Friday, April 20, 2007
coMpiLAtion~
disaat sunyi melanda...
kepada siapakah aku bisa menyapa...
dapatkah angin membawa sapaku untuknya...
kepada dia yang sedang disana...
disaat bintang bersinar...
kepada siapakah aku bisa berbagi cerita...
tentang dia yang menyinari...
berbagai hari-hari...
disaat begitu banyak orang berlalu-lalang...
kepada siapakah aku bisa berpegang...
yang dapat membawaku berjalan...
beriring-iringan...[ApriL 2oo7]
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dia dan dia tidak sama...
dia dan dia tidak pernah sama...
mengapa dia dan dia yang selalu kau bicarakan...
mengapa tidak pernah terlintas...
bahwa dia dan dia diciptakan berbeda...
dia dan dia...
ditempatkan untuk tujuan masing-masing...
seperti hal'a ciptaanNya...
mereka semua penting...
buka mata...
lihatlah...
mereka berbeda...
{MArCH 2oo7}
kepada siapakah aku bisa menyapa...
dapatkah angin membawa sapaku untuknya...
kepada dia yang sedang disana...
disaat bintang bersinar...
kepada siapakah aku bisa berbagi cerita...
tentang dia yang menyinari...
berbagai hari-hari...
disaat begitu banyak orang berlalu-lalang...
kepada siapakah aku bisa berpegang...
yang dapat membawaku berjalan...
beriring-iringan...[ApriL 2oo7]
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dia dan dia tidak sama...
dia dan dia tidak pernah sama...
mengapa dia dan dia yang selalu kau bicarakan...
mengapa tidak pernah terlintas...
bahwa dia dan dia diciptakan berbeda...
dia dan dia...
ditempatkan untuk tujuan masing-masing...
seperti hal'a ciptaanNya...
mereka semua penting...
buka mata...
lihatlah...
mereka berbeda...
{MArCH 2oo7}
Sunday, April 15, 2007
150407~150307
a month...
is what we've come through...
the presence of you in my life...
make me feel brand new...
the touch of your love...
make me insane about you...
day and nite...
all i can think is to be with you...
the feeling grows within...
just by the more i know you...
it's so funny...
how you've slipped into my life...
and start from that day...
you never far away...
God knows the best for me...
that if He had let me to be with you...
I know He had prepared a long time...
so I can be with you...
thank you baby for your lOve...
happy monthversary...
lOve you sO muCH~
15 04 07
is what we've come through...
the presence of you in my life...
make me feel brand new...
the touch of your love...
make me insane about you...
day and nite...
all i can think is to be with you...
the feeling grows within...
just by the more i know you...
it's so funny...
how you've slipped into my life...
and start from that day...
you never far away...
God knows the best for me...
that if He had let me to be with you...
I know He had prepared a long time...
so I can be with you...
thank you baby for your lOve...
happy monthversary...
lOve you sO muCH~
15 04 07
Thursday, April 5, 2007
24 Things to Remember and One Thing to Never Forget
Your presence is a present to the world
You're unique and one of a kind
Your life can be what you want it to be
Take the days just one at a time
Count your blessings, not your troubles
You'll make it through whatever comes along
Within you are so many answers
Understand, have courage, bestrong
Don't put limits on yourself
So many dreams are waiting to be realized
Decisions are too important to leave to chance
Reach for your peak, your goal, your prize
Nothing wastes more energy than worrying
The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets
Don't take things too seriously
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets
Remember that a little love goes a long way
Remember that a lot... goes forever
Remember that friendship is a wise investment
Life's treasures are people...together
Realize that it's never too late
Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way
Have health and hope and happiness
Take the time to wish upon a star
And don't ever forget... for even a day...
how very special you are.
You're unique and one of a kind
Your life can be what you want it to be
Take the days just one at a time
Count your blessings, not your troubles
You'll make it through whatever comes along
Within you are so many answers
Understand, have courage, bestrong
Don't put limits on yourself
So many dreams are waiting to be realized
Decisions are too important to leave to chance
Reach for your peak, your goal, your prize
Nothing wastes more energy than worrying
The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets
Don't take things too seriously
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets
Remember that a little love goes a long way
Remember that a lot... goes forever
Remember that friendship is a wise investment
Life's treasures are people...together
Realize that it's never too late
Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way
Have health and hope and happiness
Take the time to wish upon a star
And don't ever forget... for even a day...
how very special you are.
- by Collin McCarty
May good things always come your way
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Hingga saat tiba~
ku tatap jernih matamu
ada cinta untukku
ada kasih dan sayangmu
yg kurasakan selalu
Tuhanku hanya padamu
ku pasrahkan kasihku
biarlah hanya sang waktu
tuk berikan jawabnya
reff:
yg ku pinta hanya
kau selalu ada
ku kan bersamamu
hingga saat tiba
Tuhanku hanya padamu
ku pasrahkan kasihku
biarlah hanya sang waktu
tuk berikan jawabnya
dedicated to Andi 'BOnD' Wijaya~
ada cinta untukku
ada kasih dan sayangmu
yg kurasakan selalu
Tuhanku hanya padamu
ku pasrahkan kasihku
biarlah hanya sang waktu
tuk berikan jawabnya
reff:
yg ku pinta hanya
kau selalu ada
ku kan bersamamu
hingga saat tiba
Tuhanku hanya padamu
ku pasrahkan kasihku
biarlah hanya sang waktu
tuk berikan jawabnya
dedicated to Andi 'BOnD' Wijaya~
Friday, March 23, 2007
...
the thing that annoyed me from now and then is when she is starting to act like an ass...
anything that came out from her mouth was always the right thing as she thought, in fact, she never has the thought of others...
all she had in mind is "me, myself, and i"...
maybe these are the thoughts of her when we had our quarrel...
"i do the right thing, she's the one that too sensitive"
"im not doing anything wrong, what's wrong with her"
"geez, my sis is really annoyed me, cant she be cool?"
if only God is not taking care of her, she might be useless, lonely, desperate, and apalah itu...
the thing is, i cant understand the way she thinks, it seems like everything i do is too childish and she got all the 'mature' image or something...
what is wrong with her God?
can't she be cooperative once in a while?
why she always has that suspicious thought about anything, and i say ANYTHING for dragon's sake...
why she always be the one who more fierce than me even in the case that she is responsible in owe me things... i have the right to ask what is suppose to be mine, dont u think...
if only i can hate others, she'll be on the top of my list...
thanks God, i shall love others as i love myself...
i wonder God, what is wrong with her?
is it me being over sensitive or something?
the thing that i surely understand is
when she is in the good mood, i shall too...
but
when she is in the bad mood, dont u dare to talk to her...
and then what? she's not the queen of queen...
is not like everybody has to follow her mood to talk or to discuss things rite?
such an ass...
she has the talent to complain...i meant it...
everything i do, everything my mom does, everything my lil sis does...
hey gal, u'r not the most perfect person on earth...
pity you, sis...
u really need theraphy...
u'r not normal..!!!!
anything that came out from her mouth was always the right thing as she thought, in fact, she never has the thought of others...
all she had in mind is "me, myself, and i"...
maybe these are the thoughts of her when we had our quarrel...
"i do the right thing, she's the one that too sensitive"
"im not doing anything wrong, what's wrong with her"
"geez, my sis is really annoyed me, cant she be cool?"
if only God is not taking care of her, she might be useless, lonely, desperate, and apalah itu...
the thing is, i cant understand the way she thinks, it seems like everything i do is too childish and she got all the 'mature' image or something...
what is wrong with her God?
can't she be cooperative once in a while?
why she always has that suspicious thought about anything, and i say ANYTHING for dragon's sake...
why she always be the one who more fierce than me even in the case that she is responsible in owe me things... i have the right to ask what is suppose to be mine, dont u think...
if only i can hate others, she'll be on the top of my list...
thanks God, i shall love others as i love myself...
i wonder God, what is wrong with her?
is it me being over sensitive or something?
the thing that i surely understand is
when she is in the good mood, i shall too...
but
when she is in the bad mood, dont u dare to talk to her...
and then what? she's not the queen of queen...
is not like everybody has to follow her mood to talk or to discuss things rite?
such an ass...
she has the talent to complain...i meant it...
everything i do, everything my mom does, everything my lil sis does...
hey gal, u'r not the most perfect person on earth...
pity you, sis...
u really need theraphy...
u'r not normal..!!!!
Thursday, March 22, 2007
my hidden talent n theme song of mine
| Your Hidden Talent |
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| Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2 |
 You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too. |
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
|| blOQ-QuiZ ||
| You are a Great Girlfriend |
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| Your Element is Earth |
 Your energy: balancing Your season: changing of seasons Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends. |
| Your Nail Polish Color is Pink |
 Why your style rocks: You're the perfect blend of stylish, preppy, and cute What this color says about you: "I am secure enough not to follow every trend" |
| Reeses Peanut Butter Cups |
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What Kind of Candy Are You?
| What Your Sleeping Position Says |
| You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. |
| Your Sexy Sandals Are |
mAy 15~
| Your Birthdate: May 15 |
 Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June |
||~~ lOve iS ~~ ||
....Love Is Patient, Love Is Kind....
....It Does Not Envy....
....It Does Not Boast....
....It Is Not Proud....
....It Is Not Rude....
....It Is Not Self-Seeking....
....It Is Not Easily Angered....
....It Is Not Easily Angered....
....It Keeps No Record Of Wrongs....
....Love Does Not Delight In Evil....
....But Rejoices With The Truth....
....It Always Protects....
....Always Trusts....
....Always Hopes....
....Always Preserves....
....Love Never Fails....
>> 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 <<
...If it's meant to be, love will find a way...
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
wat mOney caNt buy~
*the true meaning of friendship
*people's experience
*inner beauty
*health
*culture
*shelter
*affection
*eraser to wipe away our fault
and
*LOVE
aM addictEd tO bONdciLL,,,,
tHAnk yOu bONd
fOR taKing a gOod cARe of mE,,,
fOR gIVing me a cHAnce tO oPEn my HEart,,,
fOr tHE pATieNcE tOWaRDs me,,,
fOr heLPiNg me beCOming mySElf wHEn aM nEAR yOu,,,
fOR tHE effORt daT yOu'vE beEn givINg sInce wE weRE cLOseR,,,
fOr tHE lOVe tHAt wILL nEVer eNDs,,,
lOVe yOU baBybOnd~
fOR taKing a gOod cARe of mE,,,
fOR gIVing me a cHAnce tO oPEn my HEart,,,
fOr tHE pATieNcE tOWaRDs me,,,
fOr heLPiNg me beCOming mySElf wHEn aM nEAR yOu,,,
fOR tHE effORt daT yOu'vE beEn givINg sInce wE weRE cLOseR,,,
fOr tHE lOVe tHAt wILL nEVer eNDs,,,
lOVe yOU baBybOnd~
Thursday, March 15, 2007
God has a positive answer to all of our problems
You say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)
You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)
You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: "I don't have enough faith"
God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)
You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)
You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)
You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: "I don't have enough faith"
God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)
You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)
sOmeOne sOMewHeRe~
You are everything to somebody right now at this very minute -----------
Someone
is very proud of you
Someone
is thinking of you
Someone
cares about you
Someone
misses you
Someone
wants to talk to you
Someone
wants to be with you
Someone
hopes you aren't in trouble
Someone
is thankful for the support you have provided
Someone
wants to hold your hand
someone
hopes everything turns out all right
Someone
wants you to be happy
Someone
wants you to find them
Someone
is celebrating your successes
Someone
wants to give you a gift
Someone
think you ARE a gift
Someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot
Someone
wants to hug you
Someone
loves you
Someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts
Someone
admires your strength
Someone
is thinking of you and smiling
Someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on
Someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
Someone
thinks the world of you
Someone
wants to protect you
Someone
would do anything for you
Someone
wants to be forgiven
Someone
is grateful for your forgiveness
Someone
wants to laugh with you about old times
Someone
remembers you and wishes you were there
Someone
is praising God for you
Someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional
Somebody
values your advice
Someone
wants to tell you how much they care
Someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with you
Someone
wants to share their dreams with you
Someone
wants to hold you in their arms
Someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms
Someone
treasures your spirit
Someone
wishes they could STOP time because of you
Someone
praises God for your friendship and love
Someone
can't wait to see you
Someone
wishes that things didn't have to change
Someone
loves you for who you are
Someone
loves the way you make them feel
Someone
wants to be with you
Someone
is hoping they can grow old with you
Someone
hears a song that reminds them of you
Someone
wants you to know they are there for you
Someone
is glad that you're their friend
Someone
wants to be your friend
Someone
stayed up all night thinking about you
Someone
is alive because of you
Someone
is remorseful after losing your
friendship
Someone
is wishing that you would notice them
Someone
wants to get to know you better
Someone
believes that you are their soul mate
Someone
wants to be near you
Someone
misses your guidance and advice
Someone
values your guidance and advice
Someone
has faith in you
Someone
trusts you
Someone
needs you to send them this letter
Someone
needs your support
Someone
needs you to have faith in them
Someone
needs you to let them be your friend
Someone
will cry when they read this
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
11 MarCH 2oo7
lewat sudah hari paling bahagia untuk temanku tercinta...
lewat sudah waktu bersenang" dengan teman"... dan bOnd...
semua itu akan terkenang selalu... di hati...
dimulai dari mepet'a waktu untuk kerjain kado mingke...
sampe akhir'a kita bikin babak dua deh hawhehauweh...
im glad that Ming's wedding party was magnificent...
no one was nervous, everything was under control...
everything was terrific...
the pictures turned out so great...
the emotion spelled out in each photo...
thanks to G.Mendes...
www.gabrielmendes.com/rudy
^______________________________^
lewat sudah waktu bersenang" dengan teman"... dan bOnd...
semua itu akan terkenang selalu... di hati...
dimulai dari mepet'a waktu untuk kerjain kado mingke...
sampe akhir'a kita bikin babak dua deh hawhehauweh...
im glad that Ming's wedding party was magnificent...
no one was nervous, everything was under control...
everything was terrific...
the pictures turned out so great...
the emotion spelled out in each photo...
thanks to G.Mendes...
www.gabrielmendes.com/rudy
^______________________________^
tega'a...
ketika semua orang bertanya...
apa sih ekspektasi mereka...
ketika mereka mengeluarkan kata" itu...
apa sih yang ada dipikiran mereka...
dan heran'a lagi...
ada yang membiarkan itu terjadi...
dan tertawa setelah'a...
lalu bertanya ada apa denganku...
ketika itu timbul dibenakku...
dimanakah otakmu itu...
apa sih ekspektasi mereka...
ketika mereka mengeluarkan kata" itu...
apa sih yang ada dipikiran mereka...
dan heran'a lagi...
ada yang membiarkan itu terjadi...
dan tertawa setelah'a...
lalu bertanya ada apa denganku...
ketika itu timbul dibenakku...
dimanakah otakmu itu...
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Sponge Bob Square Pants
(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants:
You are the classic person that everyone loves.
You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose.
You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings.
Life is a journey, it's funny and calm for the most part.
Stay away from traitors and jealous people, and you will be stress free.
took dat infomartion from an email,,,
required to do a quiz and that's the result,,,
talking about classic person that everyone loves,,, hmm,,, i might be a classic person, stick to my principal about wats good and wats bad and even sometimes wats in between,,,
well, am indeed trying not to cause any harm between me and friends and whoever,,,
and about how they understand my feelings,,,they know if they know,,,
always hate traitors, betrayers, and those who speak lies,,,
jealous people, huh?!? freedom is in my soul,,, hiahiahiahia,,,
but who's not a jealous person anyway?!? even God is a jealous Lord,,,
peace out,,,
You are the classic person that everyone loves.
You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose.
You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings.
Life is a journey, it's funny and calm for the most part.
Stay away from traitors and jealous people, and you will be stress free.
took dat infomartion from an email,,,
required to do a quiz and that's the result,,,
talking about classic person that everyone loves,,, hmm,,, i might be a classic person, stick to my principal about wats good and wats bad and even sometimes wats in between,,,
well, am indeed trying not to cause any harm between me and friends and whoever,,,
and about how they understand my feelings,,,they know if they know,,,
always hate traitors, betrayers, and those who speak lies,,,
jealous people, huh?!? freedom is in my soul,,, hiahiahiahia,,,
but who's not a jealous person anyway?!? even God is a jealous Lord,,,
peace out,,,
Thursday, February 15, 2007
tersenyumlah,,,
hari-hari yang telah kulalui,,,
tangga-tangga yang telah kutapak,,,
tanpa kusadari,,,
membuatku semakin kuat,,,
disaat kubimbang,,,
disaat kuragu,,,
kau hanya tersenyum,,,
dan menunggu,,,
tanpa kusadari,,,
kau selalu ada disisiku,,,
tanpa kusadari,,,
kau selalu mendukungku,,,
apapun yang kuperbuat,,,
apapun yang terucap dari mulutku,,,
kau hanya bisa tersenyum,,,
tersenyum dengan penuh arti,,,
ketika dirimu mencoba mengerti aku,,,
tak habis rasa terima kasih kuucapkan,,,
engkau menyelami pikiranku,,,
dan menuntunku pelan,,,
terima kasih,,,
atas kebaikanmu,,,
atas perhatianmu,,,
,,,you've made my day,,,
thank you for the unforgettable first valentine,,,
(cupu deh sibabikecil ngga pernah ngerasain valentine =9)
[[[dedicated to mr. andi 'bOnd' wijaya-1502]]]
tangga-tangga yang telah kutapak,,,
tanpa kusadari,,,
membuatku semakin kuat,,,
disaat kubimbang,,,
disaat kuragu,,,
kau hanya tersenyum,,,
dan menunggu,,,
tanpa kusadari,,,
kau selalu ada disisiku,,,
tanpa kusadari,,,
kau selalu mendukungku,,,
apapun yang kuperbuat,,,
apapun yang terucap dari mulutku,,,
kau hanya bisa tersenyum,,,
tersenyum dengan penuh arti,,,
ketika dirimu mencoba mengerti aku,,,
tak habis rasa terima kasih kuucapkan,,,
engkau menyelami pikiranku,,,
dan menuntunku pelan,,,
terima kasih,,,
atas kebaikanmu,,,
atas perhatianmu,,,
,,,you've made my day,,,
thank you for the unforgettable first valentine,,,
(cupu deh sibabikecil ngga pernah ngerasain valentine =9)
[[[dedicated to mr. andi 'bOnd' wijaya-1502]]]
vaLEntine,,,
tidak pernah terlintas dalam benakku sedikitpun untuk menabung cinta didalam hatiku,,,
tidak pernah terlintas dalam pikiranku bahwa ada yang bisa mengalahkan bentengku,,,
tidak pernah terpikirkan olehku, betapa hebat kuasa didalam Dia,,,
namun,,,
semua yang kualami hingga hari ini,,,
membuatku makin dekat denganNya,,,
membuatku makin terkagum" oleh kuasaNya,,,
membuatku terbersit,,, ternyata, masih ada yang nama'a cinta,,,
Dia memberikan apa yang kumau,,,
disaat yang tepat,,,
Dia memberikan apa yang kupinta,,,
disaat kusiap,,,
seiring dengan berjalan'a waktu,,,
aku menabung cinta,,,
untuk Dia,,,
dan untuk dia,,,
cukup dewasakah aku Tuhan,,,
hingga Kau percayakan aku,,,
menempuh perjalananku,,,
yang mungkin tidak semanis dongeng seribu malam,,,
namun kutahu pasti tidak sepahit derita malang,,,
apakah aku sudah bisa dipercaya untuk mendapatkan cinta, Tuhan?
jika iya,,,
bimbing aku,,,
tuntun aku,,,
ajari aku,,,
agar aku melaksanakan titah"Mu,,,
hingga tiba saat'a nanti,,,
selamat hari kasih sayang,,,
hari ini,,,
kemarin,,,
dan esok,,,
if to love you is to die,,,let me die a thousand times,,,,
-w.shakespeare-
tidak pernah terlintas dalam pikiranku bahwa ada yang bisa mengalahkan bentengku,,,
tidak pernah terpikirkan olehku, betapa hebat kuasa didalam Dia,,,
namun,,,
semua yang kualami hingga hari ini,,,
membuatku makin dekat denganNya,,,
membuatku makin terkagum" oleh kuasaNya,,,
membuatku terbersit,,, ternyata, masih ada yang nama'a cinta,,,
Dia memberikan apa yang kumau,,,
disaat yang tepat,,,
Dia memberikan apa yang kupinta,,,
disaat kusiap,,,
seiring dengan berjalan'a waktu,,,
aku menabung cinta,,,
untuk Dia,,,
dan untuk dia,,,
cukup dewasakah aku Tuhan,,,
hingga Kau percayakan aku,,,
menempuh perjalananku,,,
yang mungkin tidak semanis dongeng seribu malam,,,
namun kutahu pasti tidak sepahit derita malang,,,
apakah aku sudah bisa dipercaya untuk mendapatkan cinta, Tuhan?
jika iya,,,
bimbing aku,,,
tuntun aku,,,
ajari aku,,,
agar aku melaksanakan titah"Mu,,,
hingga tiba saat'a nanti,,,
selamat hari kasih sayang,,,
hari ini,,,
kemarin,,,
dan esok,,,
if to love you is to die,,,let me die a thousand times,,,,
-w.shakespeare-
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
angeL
I've never felt anything so pure
I've never been loved by an angel
Until tonight your heaven filled my room
She showed me love could lift me higher
With a kiss she reparied these broken wings
She revived my fading spirit
Restored my faith in everything
I have never felt I had a home
Even in a crowd I felt alone
I'd almost given up on life
I'm fully determined now
And never thought I'd ever feel again
I believed in nothing
But you believe in me
I thought that life was worthless
But you told me I'm a star
I've never been loved by an angel
Until tonight your heaven filled my room
She showed me love could lift me higher
With a kiss she reparied these broken wings
She revived my fading spirit
Restored my faith in everything
I have never felt I had a home
Even in a crowd I felt alone
I'd almost given up on life
I'm fully determined now
And never thought I'd ever feel again
I believed in nothing
But you believe in me
I thought that life was worthless
But you told me I'm a star
Friday, February 2, 2007
L.O.V.E
LoVE iS aLL arOund Us,,,,,,
weLCoME tO tHE mOntH of LOve,,,,,,
YaNG iSI'a LOveeee meLuLUw,,,,,,
\\(^-^)//
berikood ini disadur dari email seorang sahabat,,,,,
a very nice article to read,,,,,,,
Learn to love the people who are with you at present.
Forget the people in the past and thank them for hurting you, which led you to love the people you have right now.
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things you can't explain; you'll deny the truth and believe in lies.
When you love someone, you sacrifice, give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter what.
Everything in life is temporary because everything changes.
That is why it takes courage to love, knowing it might end anytime...having faith will make it last.
Friends are not the one who laugh when you laugh and cry when you cry.
They are the ones who make you laugh and stop you from crying.
Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we fall off,
we learn to hold on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never have to let go.
They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
But do you know that sometimes love enters through the back door and before you begin to notice it, it's on it's way out.
Have you ever loved only to let it go?.
Have you ever hated someone and loved him so?..
Have you ever missed someone so bad it made you cry?..
Have you ever seen someone left alone without knowing why? ..
True: Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who wins the last love of a man.
Love is not the right word to say when you feel guilty or the right word to say when you like a person but love really matters when we share our thoughts, our minds, and our hearts...
Life has a way of changing things but not the joy that friendship brings, for friendships like the shining moon, makes each night a brighter one.
Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but for a heart that is loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would grow old but a heart that is loyal will never turn cold.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so easy to get, so hard to let go; so easy to spell, so hard to define...and yet everyone is still exactly taking the risk.
That's love!
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it LOVE!
Never be afraid to fall in love....
It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pain, but if you don't follow your heart; in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance....
[tHE beSt ParT tHAt I lIKE mOsT.....]
Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your steps.
He has plans and He has His time.
God's clock is never one minute early nor one minute late.
It always strikes right on time.
If someone loves you, love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening you heart and eyes to things you have never seen or felt without them.
The past is meant to be used as a tool for the future.
Bad experiences indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned should make you better.
On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love happy with somebody else; but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person unhappy...with you?
When you find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both instances, and a heart that will love you at your worst, then you have found true love.
Someday, someone might come into your life and love you in a way you always wanted.
If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
If your someday is today.. CHERISH
sO.....
seLamad DAtaNg cInta.....
weLCoME tO tHE mOntH of LOve,,,,,,
YaNG iSI'a LOveeee meLuLUw,,,,,,
\\(^-^)//
berikood ini disadur dari email seorang sahabat,,,,,
a very nice article to read,,,,,,,
Learn to love the people who are with you at present.
Forget the people in the past and thank them for hurting you, which led you to love the people you have right now.
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things you can't explain; you'll deny the truth and believe in lies.
When you love someone, you sacrifice, give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter what.
Everything in life is temporary because everything changes.
That is why it takes courage to love, knowing it might end anytime...having faith will make it last.
Friends are not the one who laugh when you laugh and cry when you cry.
They are the ones who make you laugh and stop you from crying.
Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we fall off,
we learn to hold on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never have to let go.
They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
But do you know that sometimes love enters through the back door and before you begin to notice it, it's on it's way out.
Have you ever loved only to let it go?.
Have you ever hated someone and loved him so?..
Have you ever missed someone so bad it made you cry?..
Have you ever seen someone left alone without knowing why? ..
True: Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who wins the last love of a man.
Love is not the right word to say when you feel guilty or the right word to say when you like a person but love really matters when we share our thoughts, our minds, and our hearts...
Life has a way of changing things but not the joy that friendship brings, for friendships like the shining moon, makes each night a brighter one.
Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but for a heart that is loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would grow old but a heart that is loyal will never turn cold.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so easy to get, so hard to let go; so easy to spell, so hard to define...and yet everyone is still exactly taking the risk.
That's love!
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it LOVE!
Never be afraid to fall in love....
It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pain, but if you don't follow your heart; in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance....
[tHE beSt ParT tHAt I lIKE mOsT.....]
Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your steps.
He has plans and He has His time.
God's clock is never one minute early nor one minute late.
It always strikes right on time.
If someone loves you, love them back not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love and opening you heart and eyes to things you have never seen or felt without them.
The past is meant to be used as a tool for the future.
Bad experiences indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned should make you better.
On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love happy with somebody else; but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person unhappy...with you?
When you find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both instances, and a heart that will love you at your worst, then you have found true love.
Someday, someone might come into your life and love you in a way you always wanted.
If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
If your someday is today.. CHERISH
sO.....
seLamad DAtaNg cInta.....
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
am today
semua yang terjadi dikehidupan kita,,,
whether its good or bad,,,
semua itu yang membentuk kita pada hari ini,,,
sesuatu yang buruk diijinkan Tuhan untuk terjadi,,,
agar kita bisa belajar untuk mengatasi,,,
agar kita mau berserah padaNa,,,
lalu setelah melewati hal buruk,,,
Tuhan tidak akan meninggalkan kita dengan begitu saja,,,
namun Dia telah menyiapkan sesungguhnya sesuatu yang indah,,,
pada saat kita mendapatkan masalah,,,
disitu iman kita diuji,,,
disitu kesabaran kita dilatih,,,
disitulah kita dinilai apakah kita patut mendapatkan yang terbaik dariNya,,,
pernah dengar pepatah kalau,,,
God doesnt give you the person you want,,,
instead He gives you the person you need,,,
to teach you,,,
to hurt you,,,
to love you,,,
to make you exactly the way you should be,,,
and when you really surrender to Him,,,
all you need to do...
ASK,,, and it will be given to you,,,
SEEK,,, and you will find it,,,
KNOCK,,, and it will be opened to you,,,
dan aku percaya tidak ada yang 'kebetulan',,,,
semua terjadi karena sudah direncanakan,,,,
percayakan semua hal kepada Tuhan,,,
maka aku akan berjalan keluar dari zona aman,,,
dan maju,,,
Dia membuatku terluka,,,
agar aku mencari Dia,,,
Dia membuatku hina,,,
agar aku bersandar padaNya,,,
Dia membuatku jatuh,,,
agar aku bergandengan denganNya,,,
dan ketika aku berdoa,,,
Dia mendengar,,,
ketika aku meminta,,,
Dia memberi,,,
apapun yang terjadi hari demi hari,,,
itu diperbolehkan terjadi,,,
kupercayakan hidupku sepenuh'a kepadaMu,,,
agar rencanaMu, indah bagiku,,,
^-^
the measure of love is when you love without measure,,,
whether its good or bad,,,
semua itu yang membentuk kita pada hari ini,,,
sesuatu yang buruk diijinkan Tuhan untuk terjadi,,,
agar kita bisa belajar untuk mengatasi,,,
agar kita mau berserah padaNa,,,
lalu setelah melewati hal buruk,,,
Tuhan tidak akan meninggalkan kita dengan begitu saja,,,
namun Dia telah menyiapkan sesungguhnya sesuatu yang indah,,,
pada saat kita mendapatkan masalah,,,
disitu iman kita diuji,,,
disitu kesabaran kita dilatih,,,
disitulah kita dinilai apakah kita patut mendapatkan yang terbaik dariNya,,,
pernah dengar pepatah kalau,,,
God doesnt give you the person you want,,,
instead He gives you the person you need,,,
to teach you,,,
to hurt you,,,
to love you,,,
to make you exactly the way you should be,,,
and when you really surrender to Him,,,
all you need to do...
ASK,,, and it will be given to you,,,
SEEK,,, and you will find it,,,
KNOCK,,, and it will be opened to you,,,
dan aku percaya tidak ada yang 'kebetulan',,,,
semua terjadi karena sudah direncanakan,,,,
percayakan semua hal kepada Tuhan,,,
maka aku akan berjalan keluar dari zona aman,,,
dan maju,,,
Dia membuatku terluka,,,
agar aku mencari Dia,,,
Dia membuatku hina,,,
agar aku bersandar padaNya,,,
Dia membuatku jatuh,,,
agar aku bergandengan denganNya,,,
dan ketika aku berdoa,,,
Dia mendengar,,,
ketika aku meminta,,,
Dia memberi,,,
apapun yang terjadi hari demi hari,,,
itu diperbolehkan terjadi,,,
kupercayakan hidupku sepenuh'a kepadaMu,,,
agar rencanaMu, indah bagiku,,,
^-^
the measure of love is when you love without measure,,,
Saturday, January 27, 2007
am not a trophy of a game
terheran" sama orang" yang menempatkan standard terlalu tinggi untuk diri'a...
hidup itu susah, jangan disusah"in lagi deh...
kesusahan sehari, cukuplah untuk sehari,,,
karena kesusahan besok ada lagi,,,
kalo emang merasa diri anda yang terbaik...
lalu mengapa tidak ada yang berkata seperti itu?
bukankah manusia lain yang menilai?
jika anda tahu bahwa diri anda yang tebaik,,,,,
untuk apa anda memberitakan keseluruh penjuru dunia?
bukankah yang lain akan tahu dengan sendiri'a bahwa anda yang terbaik?
layak'a sebuah restoran,,, tanpa membuat promosi apapun bentuk'a ituh,,,
manusia berbondong" dari seluruh penjuru bakal datang dan makan...
karena promosi dari mulut ke mulut berdasarkan pengalaman, akan lebih ampuh...
lalu jika anda menggembar-gemborkan bahwa diri anda terbaik...
dan tidak ada yang menyetujui'a...
apa yang anda perbuat?
mulai menjelek"kan sekitarmu agar anda menaikkan point anda?
bukankah terbaik tidak takut kalah...
walau mempertahankan lebih susah daripada merebut...
jadilah diri sendiri wahai manusia...
bukalah pikiranmu...
jangan biarkan standard anda merusak hidup anda...
cintailah sesamamu manusia seperti anda mencintai diri sendiri...
dan cintailah pasangan anda karena dia, bukan karena apa yang dia punya...
karena apa yang dia punya, suatu hari bisa ilang...
karena apapun kepunyaan kita itu milik Tuhan, yang suatu hari Dia bisa memintanya kembali...
dan jika anda menyukai seseorang...
jangan menilai dia apakah dia sesuai dengan standard/kriteria anda...
karena jika anda membiarkan dia memenuhi standard/kriteria anda...
pasangan anda tidak menjadi diri'a sendiri...
dan berarti anda tidak mencintai dia apa ada'a donk?
dan siapa yang bisa sangka suatu hari nanti dia bisa memberontak?
pasangan anda bukan boneka kepunyaan anda loh...
dia punya hati juga... punya perasaan... punya emosi...
memilih pasangan kan bukan seperti memilih barang...
setelah di research dan cross check lalu siap dibeli...
setelah dibeli...nanti bosen tinggal taro gudang... >_<
=_= duh ngga tau deh ngomong apa,ngantoOk...bobo dulu ah... t.b.c
hidup itu susah, jangan disusah"in lagi deh...
kesusahan sehari, cukuplah untuk sehari,,,
karena kesusahan besok ada lagi,,,
kalo emang merasa diri anda yang terbaik...
lalu mengapa tidak ada yang berkata seperti itu?
bukankah manusia lain yang menilai?
jika anda tahu bahwa diri anda yang tebaik,,,,,
untuk apa anda memberitakan keseluruh penjuru dunia?
bukankah yang lain akan tahu dengan sendiri'a bahwa anda yang terbaik?
layak'a sebuah restoran,,, tanpa membuat promosi apapun bentuk'a ituh,,,
manusia berbondong" dari seluruh penjuru bakal datang dan makan...
karena promosi dari mulut ke mulut berdasarkan pengalaman, akan lebih ampuh...
lalu jika anda menggembar-gemborkan bahwa diri anda terbaik...
dan tidak ada yang menyetujui'a...
apa yang anda perbuat?
mulai menjelek"kan sekitarmu agar anda menaikkan point anda?
bukankah terbaik tidak takut kalah...
walau mempertahankan lebih susah daripada merebut...
jadilah diri sendiri wahai manusia...
bukalah pikiranmu...
jangan biarkan standard anda merusak hidup anda...
cintailah sesamamu manusia seperti anda mencintai diri sendiri...
dan cintailah pasangan anda karena dia, bukan karena apa yang dia punya...
karena apa yang dia punya, suatu hari bisa ilang...
karena apapun kepunyaan kita itu milik Tuhan, yang suatu hari Dia bisa memintanya kembali...
dan jika anda menyukai seseorang...
jangan menilai dia apakah dia sesuai dengan standard/kriteria anda...
karena jika anda membiarkan dia memenuhi standard/kriteria anda...
pasangan anda tidak menjadi diri'a sendiri...
dan berarti anda tidak mencintai dia apa ada'a donk?
dan siapa yang bisa sangka suatu hari nanti dia bisa memberontak?
pasangan anda bukan boneka kepunyaan anda loh...
dia punya hati juga... punya perasaan... punya emosi...
memilih pasangan kan bukan seperti memilih barang...
setelah di research dan cross check lalu siap dibeli...
setelah dibeli...nanti bosen tinggal taro gudang... >_<
=_= duh ngga tau deh ngomong apa,ngantoOk...bobo dulu ah... t.b.c
Thursday, January 25, 2007
suatu sore
Suatu hari yang cerah, Putri sedang duduk sambil bercerita dengan semangat’a pada Putra, walaupun Putra terlihat memperhatikan cerita Putri dan sesekali memberi komentar, nampak Putra tidak terlalu konsentrasi rupa’a,,,
Putri : ngapain lo senyum”,,,
Putra : hehe kenapa, ngga bole?
Putri : ih dasar aneh,,,
Putra : Put, kok dia ngga sms balik yah,,,
Putri : ya ampun, daritadi tuh lo nungguin sms toh!!!
Putra : hehe iya, tadi guwe sms dia ,,,
Putri : sms apaan,,,
Putra : ngasih tau yang ngga penting sih,,,
Emm,,, guwe ngasih tau aja guwe lagi makan eskrim ini niy,,,
Putri : hah, ngga penting amad!
Putra : emang, tapi dia suka eskrim ini,,,
Emm,,, kok tapi dia ngga bales yak Put,,,
Putri : yey, sibook kalee,,,
Lagian,,, dia bukan’a punya pacar?
Putra : iya,,, so?
Putri : ya envelope,,, pliz dOnk Put,,, lo kan juga udah punya pacar gituh!!
Putra : yahhhhh,,, abis guwe penasaran sih,,,
Putri : ADOOOHHH NGGA PENTING DEHHHH,,,,,
,,,nampak Putra tersenyum-senyum aja sedangkan Putri geleng” kepala,,,
Putri : udah dehhh,,, ngapain siy pusingin,,, lumer tuh eskrim,,,
,,,Putra sedang memutar” telfOn’a dan ketika berniat mengirim sms lagih,,,
Putri : ngapz lo!!!
Putra : emm,,, mw nanya kok ngga bales yak,,,
,,,sambil nepok jidat Putri berkata,,,
Putri : deeeeee,,, yang begini ini niy bikin ilfil,,, tunggu sebentar lagi lahh,,, mana tau dia sibuk,,, aduh,,,kenapa juga guwe harus terlibat,,,
emm,,, tapi yak,,, kalo semua laki” di dunia kayak elo, guwe males banged deh pacaran,,, udah
punya pacar ajah teteup ganjen,,,
Putra : alah Put,,, lo kan tau hati guwe cuman untuk Cinta,,,
Putri : guwe bingung siy,,, kok bisa”na Cinta mau ma elo yak,,,
Putra : bener kok Put,,, kalo cewe ini,,, guwe,,, emm,,,
Putri : apaan? Geli guwe liat muka lo,,,
Putra : nggak siy,,, ehehehe,,, seru aja gitu Put,,, walau dia juga punya pacar,,, tapi aduhhh dia tuh bisa aja bikin guwe penasaran,,, and anyway guwe kan ngga ganggu hubungan mereka,,,
Putri : hadoohhhh,,, tau ah pusinkkkkk,,,
,,,terdengar bunyi sms masuk,,, berseri”lah muka Putra,,,
Putra : ah,,, kirain sapa,,, (dengan muka ditekuk mode on)
Putri : hihihihi,,, sapa mang’a,,,
Putra : Cinta niy suruh nelfOn,,, dOoh,,,
Putri : PuTRaaaa!!!! PLIZ DOoNK!!!!
Kisah diatas adalah kisah nyata bukan yak,dikira” aja dech sendiri ^^V,,,
[no offense bror hehehehe]
yang pasti bingung guwe, dunia emang makin weduan,,,
udah punya pacar, masih aja ganjen,,,
udah punya tunangan, masih aja bohaibolo,,,
udah punya istri/suami, masih aja cingcongfan,,,
jaman udah weduan,,,
Putri : ngapain lo senyum”,,,
Putra : hehe kenapa, ngga bole?
Putri : ih dasar aneh,,,
Putra : Put, kok dia ngga sms balik yah,,,
Putri : ya ampun, daritadi tuh lo nungguin sms toh!!!
Putra : hehe iya, tadi guwe sms dia ,,,
Putri : sms apaan,,,
Putra : ngasih tau yang ngga penting sih,,,
Emm,,, guwe ngasih tau aja guwe lagi makan eskrim ini niy,,,
Putri : hah, ngga penting amad!
Putra : emang, tapi dia suka eskrim ini,,,
Emm,,, kok tapi dia ngga bales yak Put,,,
Putri : yey, sibook kalee,,,
Lagian,,, dia bukan’a punya pacar?
Putra : iya,,, so?
Putri : ya envelope,,, pliz dOnk Put,,, lo kan juga udah punya pacar gituh!!
Putra : yahhhhh,,, abis guwe penasaran sih,,,
Putri : ADOOOHHH NGGA PENTING DEHHHH,,,,,
,,,nampak Putra tersenyum-senyum aja sedangkan Putri geleng” kepala,,,
Putri : udah dehhh,,, ngapain siy pusingin,,, lumer tuh eskrim,,,
,,,Putra sedang memutar” telfOn’a dan ketika berniat mengirim sms lagih,,,
Putri : ngapz lo!!!
Putra : emm,,, mw nanya kok ngga bales yak,,,
,,,sambil nepok jidat Putri berkata,,,
Putri : deeeeee,,, yang begini ini niy bikin ilfil,,, tunggu sebentar lagi lahh,,, mana tau dia sibuk,,, aduh,,,kenapa juga guwe harus terlibat,,,
emm,,, tapi yak,,, kalo semua laki” di dunia kayak elo, guwe males banged deh pacaran,,, udah
punya pacar ajah teteup ganjen,,,
Putra : alah Put,,, lo kan tau hati guwe cuman untuk Cinta,,,
Putri : guwe bingung siy,,, kok bisa”na Cinta mau ma elo yak,,,
Putra : bener kok Put,,, kalo cewe ini,,, guwe,,, emm,,,
Putri : apaan? Geli guwe liat muka lo,,,
Putra : nggak siy,,, ehehehe,,, seru aja gitu Put,,, walau dia juga punya pacar,,, tapi aduhhh dia tuh bisa aja bikin guwe penasaran,,, and anyway guwe kan ngga ganggu hubungan mereka,,,
Putri : hadoohhhh,,, tau ah pusinkkkkk,,,
,,,terdengar bunyi sms masuk,,, berseri”lah muka Putra,,,
Putra : ah,,, kirain sapa,,, (dengan muka ditekuk mode on)
Putri : hihihihi,,, sapa mang’a,,,
Putra : Cinta niy suruh nelfOn,,, dOoh,,,
Putri : PuTRaaaa!!!! PLIZ DOoNK!!!!
Kisah diatas adalah kisah nyata bukan yak,dikira” aja dech sendiri ^^V,,,
[no offense bror hehehehe]
yang pasti bingung guwe, dunia emang makin weduan,,,
udah punya pacar, masih aja ganjen,,,
udah punya tunangan, masih aja bohaibolo,,,
udah punya istri/suami, masih aja cingcongfan,,,
jaman udah weduan,,,
Thursday, January 18, 2007
'my way or no way?' [[cont'd]]
"Yah gini aja lah gampangnya kalo semua orang punya toleransi besar kaya lo, gue rasa dunia damai selalu..."
hmm,,,
jadi cerita'a guwe punya HUGE toleransi yak,,,
damai sih damai nyed, tetep aja enak yang dikasih toleransi doOnk,,,
secara selfishly,,, i might say,,,
some people cud take that opportunity as his/her advantages tho,,,
seenak" kaki dia nginjek" guwe,,,
dan lagi,,,
jaman geenee cuman GIVE?
TAKE'a kapann nyeedddd....
semua itu kan ada TAKE n GIVE...
kalo cuman mau TAKE aja mah ke TAKEshimaya aje...!!!!! =p
kalo kata eNest,, sebubur"na guwe yang lebih cocok dikecewakan daripada mengecewakan,,,
[dunno shud take that as a compliment or not,,ya gitu deh,, ^__^V,,,thanks anyway Nes,,huRia HuRia hURia]
well, been there done that,,,dikecewakan n mengecewakan,,,
i guess semua pernah ngerasain jugak,,,
wat do u expect? am not a perfect person,,,
[[[and seperti lirik lagu 'The Reason'-na HooBasTank]]]
am not a perfect person,,,
there's many things I wish I didn't do,,,
but I continue learning,,,
i never meant to do those things to you,,,
n so I have to say before I go,,,
dat I just want u to know,,,
am just an ordinary human being gitu lowh!!!
so,,, hmm,,,
i learn to EXPECT less on anything deh,,,
coz it hurts to fall from seventh heaven,,,
n dont want to fall in the same spot twice,,,
and by LESS expect of something,,,
you'll appreciate MORE once it yours,,,
-0- wOrld peace -0-
hmm,,,
jadi cerita'a guwe punya HUGE toleransi yak,,,
damai sih damai nyed, tetep aja enak yang dikasih toleransi doOnk,,,
secara selfishly,,, i might say,,,
some people cud take that opportunity as his/her advantages tho,,,
seenak" kaki dia nginjek" guwe,,,
dan lagi,,,
jaman geenee cuman GIVE?
TAKE'a kapann nyeedddd....
semua itu kan ada TAKE n GIVE...
kalo cuman mau TAKE aja mah ke TAKEshimaya aje...!!!!! =p
kalo kata eNest,, sebubur"na guwe yang lebih cocok dikecewakan daripada mengecewakan,,,
[dunno shud take that as a compliment or not,,ya gitu deh,, ^__^V,,,thanks anyway Nes,,huRia HuRia hURia]
well, been there done that,,,dikecewakan n mengecewakan,,,
i guess semua pernah ngerasain jugak,,,
wat do u expect? am not a perfect person,,,
[[[and seperti lirik lagu 'The Reason'-na HooBasTank]]]
am not a perfect person,,,
there's many things I wish I didn't do,,,
but I continue learning,,,
i never meant to do those things to you,,,
n so I have to say before I go,,,
dat I just want u to know,,,
am just an ordinary human being gitu lowh!!!
so,,, hmm,,,
i learn to EXPECT less on anything deh,,,
coz it hurts to fall from seventh heaven,,,
n dont want to fall in the same spot twice,,,
and by LESS expect of something,,,
you'll appreciate MORE once it yours,,,
-0- wOrld peace -0-
'my way or no way'
expectation each of us might be different towards things they believe what might happen in the future...
expectation might lead to surprise if we are not expect that would come...
and might lead to disappointment if thing is less than what we are expected...
andai pemikiran kita sempit akan hal apapun ituh...
biasa'a kita lebih sering dikecewakan... -or at least merasa begituh-
karena apa yang kita harapkan ituh terpatok pada pemikiran kita yang sempit ituh...
dan kadang, sangking kecewa'a...
kita jadi akhir'a malah benci...
mungkin benci pada diri sendiri...
or mungkin benci pada seseorang yang mengecewakan kita...
padahal...
yang jadi jembatan antara kecewa dan tidak kecewa itu cuman perbedaan persepsi antara satu manusia dengan manusia lain'a...
coba perluas sudut pandang deh...
mungkin membantu untuk mengurangi kekecewaan didalam hidup anda...
kalo kita cuman fokus sama diri kita...
yah gimana lah anda mengharapkan semua mengerti anda...
wong masing" fokus ma diri'a tok...
maka'a kalo di masyarakat itu dikenal dengan kata 'toleransi'...
fungsi dari toleransi itu yah mendapatkan kata kesepakatan dalam berembuk...
toleransi itu yang bisa menetralisir kekecewaan dan menjadi puas...
batas" toleransi pun harus objective...
tapi kadang toleransi jadi susah yah kalo udah nyangkut sama 'feelings'...
nah kan go'ud udah mulai ngawur nih...
berbesar hatilah...
karena lo lo ngga tau apa yang akan terjadi...
semua didalam dunia itu tuh ada probability 50-50...
jadi yah... sebener'a semua itu ada resiko...
tinggal kita telaah aja, sampe dimana resiko itu kita sanggup tanggung...
kalo menurut kita paling jelek'a itu A dan kita sanggup untuk lewatin A... go ahead...
kalo enggak sanggup, mbo yah jangan dijalanin...
ngapain cape"in batin...
ntar selain kekecewaan membabibuta didalam diri anda...
kita jadi punya perbedaan persepsi yang lebih besar lagih...
and nggak adil kan kalo misal'a kita melakukan sesuatu, dan expectation kita itu tuh FULL 100%...
dan everything must goes with your expectation...
eh gila kalee...
lo kira lo the creator of peepol..!!!!
kalo kata Mba Katherine Hepburn: Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get – only what you are expecting to give...
talking about expectation of people...
sekali lagi...
ngga ada yang salah ngga ada yang benar...
dan emang ngomong tuh gampang banged lagi...
ngetik gini juga gampang kok...
cuman giliran udah ngejalanin'a nih semaput kayak siput...
coba buka mata...
am trying too kok...
jangan selalu berprinsip "my way or no way"... selfish sekali sih anda!!!
-is there anything wrOng with me?
-nOpe... it's just...we have a different perception of life, that's all...
-oh okay... that's explain everything...
expectation might lead to surprise if we are not expect that would come...
and might lead to disappointment if thing is less than what we are expected...
andai pemikiran kita sempit akan hal apapun ituh...
biasa'a kita lebih sering dikecewakan... -or at least merasa begituh-
karena apa yang kita harapkan ituh terpatok pada pemikiran kita yang sempit ituh...
dan kadang, sangking kecewa'a...
kita jadi akhir'a malah benci...
mungkin benci pada diri sendiri...
or mungkin benci pada seseorang yang mengecewakan kita...
padahal...
yang jadi jembatan antara kecewa dan tidak kecewa itu cuman perbedaan persepsi antara satu manusia dengan manusia lain'a...
coba perluas sudut pandang deh...
mungkin membantu untuk mengurangi kekecewaan didalam hidup anda...
kalo kita cuman fokus sama diri kita...
yah gimana lah anda mengharapkan semua mengerti anda...
wong masing" fokus ma diri'a tok...
maka'a kalo di masyarakat itu dikenal dengan kata 'toleransi'...
fungsi dari toleransi itu yah mendapatkan kata kesepakatan dalam berembuk...
toleransi itu yang bisa menetralisir kekecewaan dan menjadi puas...
batas" toleransi pun harus objective...
tapi kadang toleransi jadi susah yah kalo udah nyangkut sama 'feelings'...
nah kan go'ud udah mulai ngawur nih...
berbesar hatilah...
karena lo lo ngga tau apa yang akan terjadi...
semua didalam dunia itu tuh ada probability 50-50...
jadi yah... sebener'a semua itu ada resiko...
tinggal kita telaah aja, sampe dimana resiko itu kita sanggup tanggung...
kalo menurut kita paling jelek'a itu A dan kita sanggup untuk lewatin A... go ahead...
kalo enggak sanggup, mbo yah jangan dijalanin...
ngapain cape"in batin...
ntar selain kekecewaan membabibuta didalam diri anda...
kita jadi punya perbedaan persepsi yang lebih besar lagih...
and nggak adil kan kalo misal'a kita melakukan sesuatu, dan expectation kita itu tuh FULL 100%...
dan everything must goes with your expectation...
eh gila kalee...
lo kira lo the creator of peepol..!!!!
kalo kata Mba Katherine Hepburn: Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get – only what you are expecting to give...
talking about expectation of people...
sekali lagi...
ngga ada yang salah ngga ada yang benar...
dan emang ngomong tuh gampang banged lagi...
ngetik gini juga gampang kok...
cuman giliran udah ngejalanin'a nih semaput kayak siput...
coba buka mata...
am trying too kok...
jangan selalu berprinsip "my way or no way"... selfish sekali sih anda!!!
-is there anything wrOng with me?
-nOpe... it's just...we have a different perception of life, that's all...
-oh okay... that's explain everything...
seBeL tO the mAx nGGa siy!!!!
sebellllll,,, T_T
*sigh*
my older blogspot was http://curhatanbabikecil.blogspot.com
but out of sudden, i cudnt log in,,,
even when i tried to recover the password, the email notification was never come,,,
so i decided to create another blogspot,,, *sigh*
goodbye curhatanbabikecil,,, >_<
so this first post is gonna be the sebel mode on thing... =____='''''
*sigh*
my older blogspot was http://curhatanbabikecil.blogspot.com
but out of sudden, i cudnt log in,,,
even when i tried to recover the password, the email notification was never come,,,
so i decided to create another blogspot,,, *sigh*
goodbye curhatanbabikecil,,, >_<
so this first post is gonna be the sebel mode on thing... =____='''''
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