a new year of 150581

new year for me is 15 May, my date of birth...
new year = new resolution?
well...new year of me is something where at least i could promise myself to do better and better each day...many positive things are happening in my life...
simply start by coming back to where i belong...
since then, every single step i walk through has been nicely prepared by my creator...
the master of my life...
and i couldnt stop thank Him for letting me close to Him...
every detail of my life has been wonderfully planned, even the worse case that i had to feel like the insecurity, the envy, the stubborness, and maybe the seven deadly sin, would let me closer to Him...by keep asking for His guidance, keep talking to Him for what thing i should've done,what step i should've taken, what is His purpose for letting me feel one of the deadly sin...

nevertheless, God loves me so much that He gives me family, friends, who love me so much, especially my Andi...i really wondering what God was thinking when He created Andi...
he planned a surprise for my day..indeed never thought that i would have one for my day...
this surprise might be common thing for everyone...but for me, it was extraordinary...
he called out our close friends, and yet even my schoolmates...
he was out of reach yesterday due the surprise's preparation...and almost made me mad because i felt lonely and he couldn be reached by phone...

thank God for everything...
for being maturer is my choice...
and given another age is my destiny...
shall today become a step higher in God and in everything...
love Andi and all the invited crew who joined to give me a heart attack... ^-^