Hingga saat tiba~

ku tatap jernih matamu
ada cinta untukku
ada kasih dan sayangmu
yg kurasakan selalu

Tuhanku hanya padamu
ku pasrahkan kasihku
biarlah hanya sang waktu
tuk berikan jawabnya

reff:
yg ku pinta hanya
kau selalu ada
ku kan bersamamu
hingga saat tiba

Tuhanku hanya padamu
ku pasrahkan kasihku
biarlah hanya sang waktu
tuk berikan jawabnya

dedicated to Andi 'BOnD' Wijaya~

...

the thing that annoyed me from now and then is when she is starting to act like an ass...
anything that came out from her mouth was always the right thing as she thought, in fact, she never has the thought of others...
all she had in mind is "me, myself, and i"...
maybe these are the thoughts of her when we had our quarrel...
"i do the right thing, she's the one that too sensitive"
"im not doing anything wrong, what's wrong with her"
"geez, my sis is really annoyed me, cant she be cool?"

if only God is not taking care of her, she might be useless, lonely, desperate, and apalah itu...
the thing is, i cant understand the way she thinks, it seems like everything i do is too childish and she got all the 'mature' image or something...

what is wrong with her God?
can't she be cooperative once in a while?
why she always has that suspicious thought about anything, and i say ANYTHING for dragon's sake...
why she always be the one who more fierce than me even in the case that she is responsible in owe me things... i have the right to ask what is suppose to be mine, dont u think...

if only i can hate others, she'll be on the top of my list...
thanks God, i shall love others as i love myself...

i wonder God, what is wrong with her?
is it me being over sensitive or something?

the thing that i surely understand is
when she is in the good mood, i shall too...
but
when she is in the bad mood, dont u dare to talk to her...

and then what? she's not the queen of queen...
is not like everybody has to follow her mood to talk or to discuss things rite?
such an ass...

she has the talent to complain...i meant it...
everything i do, everything my mom does, everything my lil sis does...
hey gal, u'r not the most perfect person on earth...

pity you, sis...
u really need theraphy...
u'r not normal..!!!!

my hidden talent n theme song of mine

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative.You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2

"Sky falls, you feel likeIt's a beautiful dayDon't let it get away" You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too.

What's" Your Theme Song?

|| blOQ-QuiZ ||

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Your Element is Earth

Your power color: yellow Your energy: balancing Your season: changing of seasons Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends. You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems. Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones. Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful.

What Element Are You?

Your Nail Polish Color is Pink

How you're unique: You're girly without being high maintenance Why your style rocks: You're the perfect blend of stylish, preppy, and cute What this color says about you: "I am secure enough not to follow every trend"

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

Reeses Peanut Butter Cups

Very popular, one of you is not enough.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Sexy Sandals Are

What Sexy Sandals Are You?

mAy 15~

Your Birthdate: May 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

||~~ lOve iS ~~ ||

....Love Is Patient, Love Is Kind....

....It Does Not Envy....

....It Does Not Boast....

....It Is Not Proud....

....It Is Not Rude....

....It Is Not Self-Seeking....
....It Is Not Easily Angered....

....It Keeps No Record Of Wrongs....

....Love Does Not Delight In Evil....

....But Rejoices With The Truth....

....It Always Protects....

....Always Trusts....

....Always Hopes....

....Always Preserves....

....Love Never Fails....

>> 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 <<

...If it's meant to be, love will find a way...

wat mOney caNt buy~

*the true meaning of friendship

*people's experience

*inner beauty

*health

*culture

*shelter

*affection

*eraser to wipe away our fault

and

*LOVE

aM addictEd tO bONdciLL,,,,

tHAnk yOu bONd

fOR taKing a gOod cARe of mE,,,

fOR gIVing me a cHAnce tO oPEn my HEart,,,

fOr tHE pATieNcE tOWaRDs me,,,

fOr heLPiNg me beCOming mySElf wHEn aM nEAR yOu,,,

fOR tHE effORt daT yOu'vE beEn givINg sInce wE weRE cLOseR,,,

fOr tHE lOVe tHAt wILL nEVer eNDs,,,

lOVe yOU baBybOnd~

God has a positive answer to all of our problems

You say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)

You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)

You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)

You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)

You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)

You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)

You say: "I don't have enough faith"
God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)

You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)

sOmeOne sOMewHeRe~

You are everything to somebody right now at this very minute -----------


Someone
is very proud of you

Someone
is thinking of you

Someone
cares about you

Someone
misses you

Someone
wants to talk to you

Someone
wants to be with you

Someone
hopes you aren't in trouble

Someone
is thankful for the support you have provided

Someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
hopes everything turns out all right

Someone
wants you to be happy

Someone
wants you to find them

Someone
is celebrating your successes

Someone
wants to give you a gift

Someone
think you ARE a gift

Someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot

Someone
wants to hug you

Someone
loves you

Someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts

Someone
admires your strength

Someone
is thinking of you and smiling

Someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on

Someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

Someone
thinks the world of you

Someone
wants to protect you

Someone
would do anything for you

Someone
wants to be forgiven

Someone
is grateful for your forgiveness

Someone
wants to laugh with you about old times

Someone
remembers you and wishes you were there

Someone
is praising God for you

Someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional

Somebody
values your advice

Someone
wants to tell you how much they care

Someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with you

Someone
wants to share their dreams with you

Someone
wants to hold you in their arms

Someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms

Someone
treasures your spirit

Someone
wishes they could STOP time because of you

Someone
praises God for your friendship and love

Someone
can't wait to see you

Someone
wishes that things didn't have to change

Someone
loves you for who you are

Someone
loves the way you make them feel

Someone
wants to be with you

Someone
is hoping they can grow old with you

Someone
hears a song that reminds them of you

Someone
wants you to know they are there for you

Someone
is glad that you're their friend

Someone
wants to be your friend

Someone
stayed up all night thinking about you

Someone
is alive because of you

Someone
is remorseful after losing your
friendship

Someone
is wishing that you would notice them

Someone
wants to get to know you better

Someone
believes that you are their soul mate

Someone
wants to be near you

Someone
misses your guidance and advice

Someone
values your guidance and advice

Someone
has faith in you

Someone
trusts you

Someone
needs you to send them this letter

Someone
needs your support

Someone
needs you to have faith in them

Someone
needs you to let them be your friend

Someone
will cry when they read this

11 MarCH 2oo7

lewat sudah hari paling bahagia untuk temanku tercinta...
lewat sudah waktu bersenang" dengan teman"... dan bOnd...
semua itu akan terkenang selalu... di hati...

dimulai dari mepet'a waktu untuk kerjain kado mingke...
sampe akhir'a kita bikin babak dua deh hawhehauweh...
im glad that Ming's wedding party was magnificent...
no one was nervous, everything was under control...
everything was terrific...

the pictures turned out so great...
the emotion spelled out in each photo...
thanks to G.Mendes...
www.gabrielmendes.com/rudy


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